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Going to spend tomorrow in between therapy watching AGDQ and working on a cute little scapbook for my mom to take to therapy
#don’t have time to get pictures printed so I may just print them out and temp tack them on#and order them and others#and the borrow it back and finish it#her first chemo appointment is Friday#why didn’t I start sooner#no one knew that she wa getting chemo until a week ago#and then we didn’t know if she was having surgery or chemo#until yesterday#I thought about it yesterday#collected the stuff and started it today#but yeah need to do some real work tomorrow#I started a few pages#but only really finished one#personal
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Drawing Hornet everyday until Silksong comes out - Day 348
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#free palestine#hollow knight#silksong#hk hornet#hollow knight hornet#silksong hornet#hollow knight fanart#hk fanart#also a bit of context for those wondering why I didn’t do this sooner:#I’ve been sick for the past week and have barely started to recover#I wanted to write this with as clear of a mind as possible and that hasn’t happened until now
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Me and my stupid ass son
#I need to start drawing more :-:#he’s so stupid and silly and annoying and obnoxious and I wanna stuff him inside a sock and beat him against the wall#this lowkey ass but I must contribute to the lacking content of pookie#this is actually so old idk why I didn’t post it sooner#demetri alexopoulos#ck#cobra kai
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realizing that my warden rook backstory would make her a little older than I’d like to romance lucanis: :(
realizing that my warden rook backstory would make her the PERFECT age to romance emmrich: >:) >:) >:)
#unrelated but did you know that if veilguard takes place in 9:52ish dragon#and you were a servant rescued from chateau d’onterre as a teenager by a warden#and conscripted due to his paranoia of an oncoming blight#you’d be in your mid-to-late 40s by the time the game starts?#:)#(canonically the wardens started sensing the dao blight in 9:25ish and the last entry from chateau d’onterre was in 9:27)#and AHA you may be thinking: if she was a warden during the blight why didn’t she die at ostagar#you FOOL she’s ORLESIAN#anyways I’ve been rolling this character around in my head for the past three months and never did the math until today#BUT a warden trying to come to terms with her inevitable sooner-than-later calling (because she’s been a warden for ~25 years)#romancing THE death and mortality peepaw ohohohoho I am COOKING#dragon age#dav#dragon age: the veilguard#this does put a wrench in my headcanon to have ramesh be like a surrogate father to her in the wardens#and then to get word that he left for his calling while she was away#but we can rebuild that we have both the technology AND the insatiable lust for tragedy!!!!!!!!!!#lucanis you are NOT safe from my mourn watch mage rook#davrin and taash you are on thin fucking ice while I figure out a rook for you
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really wish there was a tag that separated “I’m having Big Angry and/or Angsty Opinions about Star Wars” from “I’m goofing off with Star Wars I’m playing in the sandbox none of this is real so yes I will make my blorbo and this random glub shitto go on an adventure that makes no logical sense” posts because there’s too much of the former and not enough of the latter for my current mental state
#starlight personal#the good news is that I finally have another ketamine appt scheduled and it’s sooner than I thought they’d have an opening#the bad news is that the appointment is not tomorrow and we’re kinda at the end of my mental-emotional rope#now kids this is what we call: an inherent flaw in my treatment plan that cannot be removed#because pretty much in an ideal world I’d have ketamine appointments every 6 weeks but 1) expensive and probs can’t afford that#2) they don’t have enough availability for that to be realistic 3) can’t take off of work THAT frequently without consequences#4) I would probably start to doubt reality if I was tripping that frequently 5) I don’t think docs would allow it#treatment resistant depression and anxiety my beloathed if we could just chill that’d be great#treatment resistant PMDD my other beloathed someday I will do my damnedest to cut you out of my body#idk not to be too selfpitying on main but god it fucking sucks that I appear to be doomed to another cycle based mood thing#PMDD means I get two good weeks two bad weeks#ketamine being the only effective treatment for whatever my brain’s got going on means two good months followed by x bad months#until my next appointment#which like! two good months is better than no good months I am grateful that something helps#I just wish it was a more convenient help and it could be applied more consistently than my psych office provides#also wish I didn’t have to call them 3 times to get it scheduled but it is what it is#also also wish that I had fewer of the physical side effects of my anxiety and wouldn’t wake up puking the min things are rough#this is all to say: I want silly SW headcanons and droid headcanons and silly fic ideas and not Everyone is Always Suffering#but I’m also too lazy (I.e brain cannot make decisions rn) to search for new tags that may give me more silly#which means time to browse my bookmarks for good good comfort fics I have saved I suppose#(this is lowkey why i want to physically fight everyone i know who’s like ‘yeah meds would help but idk :/‘ like!!!!!!!!#bro it’s a privilege to have access to meds and it’s a privilege to have a body that doesn’t turn on you the min you take one!!!!#just try 10mg of zoloft I would kill for 10mg of zoloft to not make me entirely incapable of functioning!!!)#I don’t mean that - you have a right to take or not take medication and everyone’s reasons may be their own#I just had my body and have some rough feelings around treating my issues being so expensive and inconvenient#and then feeling guilty b/c I know I’m lucky that I can afford it and can take off of work for it when I need to#like I am pretty lucky to have something that works and to have a care team that helped me get here#so I don’t wanna be ungrateful or unappreciative of my own luck in this and the work that went into getting here#I’d just also like it if I could change the circumstances slightly#make treatment on the weekends an option - get my psych office to have more than 2 trip sitters so scheduling isn’t so bad
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just started playin the last of us n i’m sad
#cade’s things#cade’s thoughts 💭#look whose playin on PlayStation#this girl 🥰#i also started playin spiderman: miles morales#soooo cool#why didn’t i start playin sooner?
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I’ve been wearing more dress shirts and doing that thing with the sleeve
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ok finally got around to listening to black cards and. dr jekyll and mr fame is a BANGER
#toby speaks#I guess that’s just what you get when you mix rexha and wentz#black cards#idk why I didn’t listen to them sooner tbh#I need to listen to the damned things too#any recs to get me started?
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Arthur Morgan
#the way i can't stop pausing the game to take screenshots#someone free me from the shackles this man has me in#why didn’t i start this game sooner#rdr2#rdr2 screenshots#arthur morgan#my screenshots
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sometimes it’s tempting to cut my hair short again to maybe get gendered correctly in public but also i really like the mullet 😭
#i think i might experiment with different haircuts sooner rather than later just because it’s really damaged#but that’s more of a practical thing#i want to work up to shaving my head sometime in the next couple years just for a fresh start#bc i haven’t cut my hair really short in 7 years (actually very cool longest time i’ve gone without cutting all my hair off)#(in large part because i started testosterone in that time and didn’t feel the need during the quarantine)#but i think id rather go slowly and do like#a side shave. then maybe a both sides shave. then maybe an undercut. over the course of a year or so maybe#but i imagine ill know when it’s time#i know i can’t bleach my colored side again or it’ll start to fall out ngl. which is why i want to start over#but anyways#punktalk
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Actual footage of me writing any fluffy/angsty/spicy interactions in my fic
#it is such an ✨experience✨#why didn’t i start sooner?#litg#love island the game#litg fanfic#stargazing#fanfic#ao3 fanfic#writing#turning red is just so damn relatable istg
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I’ve officially ventured into jjk, the tiktok algorithm broke me down because of the edits from season 2
#so fine i guess i’ll watch it#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#absolutely baffled why i didn’t start watching it sooner#i just get scared i’m not gonna like things#but it’s good so far#also i have my eye on starting the demon slayer manga now that i’m caught up so#i’ll probably do the same with jjk#also also need to mention that it was mostly Geto that broke me down#i can’t even begin to imagine him as a villain ???#that’s crazy to me#i love him#‘what about the murders’#‘what murders???’
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have fun reading pjo !! it's an amazing book . do share how u like it :)
thanks i’ll share my thoughts on it !!
#i love it so far#fun fact i started reading it because of my romanian homework#i have no idea why i didn’t read this sooner
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FINALLY reading howl’s moving castle and it’s so good
#idk why i didn’t start it sooner#i got it back in december#i’m not much of a reader but it’s a very easy read
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thank u to soy sauce honey ginger garlic paste mix + ur random pick of veggies + sautéing for being literally easiest way of getting a solid portion of vegetables into every meal n tasting good while doing so. really appreciate it 🙏
#x#literally so simple. why didn’t i come up w it sooner u ask? bc we like never have fresh vegetables lying around lol#we probably should tho. start buying them more…
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i dont think its fair to compare the unjustness of micks contract situation with your own contract situation at work or wtv. yes, if ur work contract is running out and ur employer hasn’t initiated a negotiation yet, you should either take the hint and start finding a new job, or talk to your boss urself.
however during the summer break haas definitely lead him on to believe they would retain him for the next season. if i was in a situation like that: where i had been performing exceptionally well compared to my previous season, and i was on relatively good terms with my employer, i would also believe that at some point or another i was going to be resigned.
secondly, haas is known for signing drivers very late into the season. most (if not all, except haas) of the teams on the grid that has an opening on the grid, signed their driver in the summer break. however, haas is rather notorious for delaying the decision. they kept delaying it till before the very last race. a lot of the fan base was relying on this fact to believe that mick would be on the 2023 grid.
the fact that mick has outperformed kevin on several race weekends or had the potential for that on other weekends — especially given the difference in their respective experiences — is a testament to his capabilities as a driver. haas has consistently shown but 1 thing—poor management. from rashly firing drivers to rashly hiring drivers, and even making the choice of signing two rookies and being surprised that they are behaving like rookies in a shitbox of a car further proves that maybe haas doesn’t have the best management.
#im not trying to start a fight and just arbitrarily say that ‘haas bad. haas villain’ because i do believe that the vilification of their#team played a role in micks exit HOWEVER be that as it may i still think that all the blame cannot be placed on mick#the post i was talking about in the first few sentences was sometbing i saw a long time ago i think it just took me some time to gather my#thoughts in an organised manner bevause normally english go brrr for me#anyway. i am also not trying to shame the person whose post i am talking about like. they are entitled to their own opinion wtv i just felt#like i would explode if i didn’t get this out of my system sooner#so just. ignore if u have a problem w it 👍#also like if ur just gonna talk about how mick didnt deserve a resigning and haas was completely justified in doing that maybe don’t put it#under the main mick tag. like just put it in the haas tag if u have to. i don’t understand why u have to ruin a drivers main tag w stuff#like that#beep.txt
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